Dear Din-Estel;

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over. I think I realised it when we skinny-dipped outside of Chicago and I saw you sit on the crazy monk. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that I had a sex change. I'm returning your love letters to you, but I'll keep your neighbour, Martin as a memory. You should also know that I never will forget and that I get sick when I think of the apartment building.

Good luck on your short-term leave from jail,

Aduial-Galad


I tag...uhhm, damn, everyone's been tagged... everyone who reads this! Hah!


Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college


10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked


11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics


12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

Well, it's been an awful long time since I last made a journal entry. A year, in fact, just about. And that's shocking. It's also a terrible entry. It makes me sound like I was on something.


Which I wasn't.


So, what to talk about? I'm drawing more, which is good. I have a lot of muse, thanks to BRA and stories and stuff. Pfft, You don't wanna hear this stuff, do you? Lemme think of something interesting...


The new twilight movie is gonna suck, me thinks. The first one was pretty good, considering the sheer awesomness of the book. But I don't like the new director much. He has a habit of changing thigns beyond recognition. And all the actors are on dope or something, or fighting. -rolls eyes- Fingers crossed, yeah?


Also, currently infatuated with:
Gothic stuff- Mainly Vampires. I've suddenly started going into the whole dark vampire movies, Like Underworld, and Van Helsing. I love them. I always loved them, but at the moment I think they're sock rockingly awesome. Also NightWish. Awesome band, reminds me of the Underworld story line....I'm not sure. They don't have a lot in common, lol.

Classics- I'm loving the classics, like the Jane Austen's, Wuthering Heights(thoruoghly depressing, don't read it if you're in a bad mood. You'll end up slitting your wrists), and Robert Louis Stevenson(Who I'm awesomely related to! Yeah man!) Oh! And-->

Oscar Wilde- He sort of falls into the classics, but I'm so in love with Oscar Wilde at the moment. I think he's da Bomb. Especially the Nightingale story! I love it, and it's ending!

Hands and Feet- In a completely NON-sensual sort of way. I dunno way, But i'm fascinated by hands and sometimes feet. I love the way you can see so much of what goes on underneath the skin, you can really see the bone structure, and the tendons and muscles, the way it all moves...Fascinating...

Sexy- Lol, those who are in, will get it. Those who aren't, suffer. I'm not explaining it!

Werethings- Specifically Werewolves(yay Jekyll!) and Werecats, like tiger's and Panthers(Jonas!)

The letter J- Lol, about 1 third of my character's names starts with the letter J. It's a nice letter.


I think that will do for now...


Fare ye well.

I can DRAW!!!

Well, what I mean is I have Inspiration!!1 Woot woot!
This year, in year 11, i took art, which means i have to have a VAPD (Visual Arts Process Diary) In which we have to draw/paint/do soemthing pretty in, coz they mark it at the end of the year. And now i've been drawing and it feels so good!
So, go on, cc the crap outta everythin!! God knows I need it and so do I!

Well, aren't I just bursting with inspiration?


Grar. I suck. I can't draw ANYTHING, everything i try comes out shiznit. I wish i could draw people! I have a really good idea in my head, but i can't draw it because I can't draw people!!
If anyone can help me learn, please, give me a shout! I've tried everything! I'm becomeing distraught! AHHHHHHHH!



Ahem. Anyway.



I bought my formal dress today. Bleeergh. I don't really want to go, but if I didn't, my friends and my mum would shoot me. lol. Oh well, it might be fun. I don't mind my dress. But I would rather wear jeans and a nice top. I have a nice top, actually. Hmmm. Oh well.
Maybe I should put my stories up here? Meh, no one would read them, why bother, ey? Maybe i should just bite the bullet and draw. It usually looks better when you've finished, I should stop giving up half way through. -sigh-


I'm blabbering, sorry, I'll try to write something interesting. Liiiike..... -_-. Christ, even my blabbering is museless. What's wrong with me?



I read a REALLY good book by Pamela Olfield yesterday. It was called A Woman Alone. And I really really liked it. I couldn't put it down. I love it when you get a book like that. Except I hate it when it ends. You feel kind of lost at the end of a book like that. Like a part of your life just died all of a sudden.


It's kinda of sad really.

Yep, you guessed it. I'm a NOOB!


I have know about DA for a while, but I've never really been bothered with it. But now I'm beginning to draw more and better, so i figured, why not get some real feedback, and I mean apart from the "It's Lovely" comments you get from your mother. -grumble-


So, for those of you (aka, most of you) who know nothing of me, my name is Ezza( or Rana, or Aduial-Galad, whatever floats your boat...) I write (was in nano, but life got in the way -_-), I read, alot. I draw (duh) and I love horses. I have two wonderful horses of my own and I love them to death, literally. lol.

I have three characters in my head. Alex, the original, somewhat quirky teen who I hired to try and keep things in order in my head, in exchange for free bored. She's not very good at it. She constantly confuses my memory box with the dream chest, so I consistently get VERY confused.


Then, came Setiah. Setiah is a dragon. To tell you the truth, I am not entirely sure whether Setiah is a he or a she. I suspect when I get around to finding out what breed s/he is, that will help me find out. All I know is that s/he is a Western Dragon, specifically i'm not entirely sure....


And I've no idea how she came to live in my head.


And then there is Jackie. She is a pirate and does not get on very well Alex. Fortuneatly she only uses my accomodation when The Black Pandora' (her ship) is docked to be restock, re crewed or repaired. And even so, she often spends her time with Constantia, the vampire who lives in my best friends head (Din-Estel). They have a wonderful love/hate relationship.



So yeah, that's me and those who live in me, lol. I'm sure you'll get to know all of us very well,